Monday, February 2, 2009

Snowboarding Cinquain Poem

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Hace siete meses que le vi por primera vez su cara. Después de tanto sufrimiento, de tantos malos ratos antes de quedarme embarazada, I finally had my arms.

After nine months of hopes and dreams finally had it in my arms. This morning I could not help but remember the moments leading up to that moment when I stroked her face and her little hand grabbed my finger in such a way that made me tremble with excitement.

Today I could not help it and I noticed a pinchacito inside me. I thought it would happen with the passing of months but that feeling is still there.

I dreamed several times with a new pregnancy, I looked in the mirror and saw my belly round where life was forming. A twinge of nostalgia through me.

I can not help thinking that there are five months for Antonio first birthday and that was the date that marked me to ask me at least another pregnancy in order to fully recover from the cesarean.

This year is a year to make decisions and when complete will all be taken and which shall be final, not worth thinking again.

dream of a new pregnancy, I found the experience exciting and even more I seem to live everyday of my child, but to achieve this is to go back through hell new pins and new expectations and Juan does not happen again for that.

But I refuse to think that I will not return to feel the life within me, my little will not be able to share moments of fun games and a brother.

maybe we could not find an alternative to worn as treatments: egg donation, embryo donation ,..... (Treatments at the end but not as aggressive as the stimulation and puncture) we have not raised anything yet. So if that is true is that this year is the final deciding anything.

And meanwhile my dreams make me pregnant again, feel again that life growing inside of new life each new sensations that I lived with Antonio. At the moment I'm content with that.
The future will tell what that gives us life and best of all is that in the future is the greatest treasure that fate has given me: the continued enjoyment of my son.

Wedding Reception Table Tpo Center



This weekend has been different. Until

Antonio served six months exclusive breastfeeding were clear and the time to go anywhere there was a problem that will enter starvation, there was more to find the nursing room from where we were or lack thereof we went to the car.

Now here we are. We took a month with the gradual introduction of foods and so far we have attaching the timing of meals before or after outputs.

But this weekend has been different. We wanted to go shopping on Saturday watching everything necessary to "ensure" the safe house of crawling races hits and Antonio. Several sites were chosen to visit and impossible to do without some of the foods we do not coincide away from home.

Why not try to take food from the small We did not know how he would react Antonio, but we were almost convinced that everything was going great you never know with certainty the reactions of these "stupid,".

So do not think more and decided to leave after the morning porridge Cereals and thus had to be vegetables and fruit.
Preparations begin: let's see their silicone spoons, bibs, his bowl of colored napkins, thermos of warm vegetable puree (do we endure to lunch?), We opted for a fruit small jar of fruit.

Beyond that, we went shopping, shopping and shopping and it was time to eat vegetables: Antonio and was troubled, a clear sign that hunger stalked her small stomach. We seek nursing room and oh ...... we were surprised there was (still am amazed at how little prepared we are for families) so we went to the car. There laughing about and others we were surprised Antonio pleasantly as always acting like a real man, Deborah everything and also taking their share of "theta" (the weekends I'm with him all day I offer the breast after each meal and a smile does not fit on the face) .

Now came time to eat their parents. My mother spent the entire meal sitting in his car playing with toys and laughing watching the parents eat. As a first experience was being a success.

The black point of the day was in the fruit is that Antonio did not quite enjoy the jar, fully confirmed: preferred yummy fresh-ground or through the mesh antiahogo.

can definitely repeat the experience has been a very informative day with your family.